The Pain

I knew this was going to happen.
So I’m not blaming you for falling out of love with me.
I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not.
I just feel pain.
A lot of pain.
I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.

Sleeping Pill – Gulzar

Sab kuch waise hi chalta hai
Jaise chalta tha jab tum thi..

Raat bhi waise hi sar moonde aati hai
Din waise hi aankhen malta jaagta hai ..

Taare saari raat jamhaaiyan lete hain
Sab kuch waise hi chalta hai
Jaise chalta tha jab tum thi…

Kaash tumhare jaane par
Kuch fark toh padta jeene mein..

Pyaas na lagti panni ki
Ya naakhun badhna band ho jate..

Baal hawa main na udte
Ya dhuaan nikalta saanson se..

Sab kuch waise hi chalta hai…

Bas itna fark pada hai meri raaton main
Neend nhi aati to ab sone ke liye Ik Neend ki Goli roj nigalni padti hai.

_ Gulzar